My Father's Request to Study a problem

 My Father today asked me to study the weather and I just took a look at the weather challenges, and I stumbled upon a National Geographic website talking about the glaciers in the Himalayan mountains and the enormous amount of ice and the target to limit the temperature increase should be around 1.5 degrees Celsius but it's the opposite for some local data in Shimla which is facing a severe bout of excessive rains, as per the comparison of the data compared to the previous year the average temperature for august is almost the same but it has dropped by a slight margin, But I doubt the accuracy of the data as it is a public facing site by the name of accu-weather, this makes me think of the accuracy of the software we as developers are building.. and it is our responsibility to make sure it's near to perfection as such a minor mistake can lead to confusion, so I think I can and should make a career in bug fixing rather than development.. bug fixing is a true engineering practice for the modern world.. and It's my joy and my passion.. I was able to work out this thing quite well with an approach of questioning the system and verifying that everything is good and healthy..

Test of Patience

My test of patience 

Strong am I or not,

Still am in a cage caught..

Give me the best that you can..

Like a chapati off the heated pan..

I spiral downward to the centre of the earth

Where there's paradise..

And I am not afraid of death..

And am a pseudo person..

I am and also I ain't..

Illusion I am and a chimera..

I am trying to get a shape of a novel birth..

Life a pseudo antipsychotic silent breath..

And I hate myself and the expansive cost of the Arson.

For sure I don't belong here on earth

I rather go to my hometown and create a new linguistic error called certh..

Cirius or not, andromeda or not,

human I am And shall be ever sought..

A confession of my sins

I accidentally killed my mother.

That's big enough for a confession, 

In that super set it has been all PTSD and suffering after that.. 

I think, all the skirmishes 

All the bloody fights, 

Humiliation, dis respect , Violence, and misguidance-if any- post psychotic state

Have been due to the drugs being administered to me right from childhood to the present day.

my tryst with destiny

Music is my life,  I remember that a bot listening to music is an ideal thing.. bots cobsuming rock music get high on it and are equivalent to a bots consuming drugs Indirectly and surrogate pleasure derived from the music

tryst with destiny

Faced death today squarely... enough but this time it was pretty real.. felt like drowning in the yamuna.. and a dream how the river would swallow me... but it was a bad dream and it's precedence with a shootout.. where the Sniper seemed to be testicle shrinked ass hole... but I think he was heavily drugged and was more emotional to me than the public around...and I really feel that guy must be one of the most beautiful people on this planet.. and the bloody agents who were representing the sad to say were the people of the intelligence of the nation and the world in general.. I really doubt the intelligence of humans and I do respect the emotions the humans have... and the deeper sense of guidance they have, called the conscience..

Humans err but they have the correct rudder inbuilt into them.. and it's safe for me to assume that humans can be left on their own to manage this world and all the enmity I have bred was to find out what the reality of the world and since I am human too,  I picked on the plot and I was able to make a dodge and find out how bloody the undertakers of the world are, this Sniper took my heart ❤️ away.. since he was facing the devil 😈 and his emotions were so strong I could tell that he was so drugged but still l was more drugged than him... y I was drugged was human mistake but I lost my life and still he lost 💔.. he was so emotional I call such people the caretakers not the undertakers... and if tomorrow I face that guy I would tell him buddy can we have a drink🍸 together. 

Even the kind of face to face talk I had with a pigeon in the droom office was the best experience other than this...  the difference was that the pigeon  only had the transaction with me for a couple of minutes or with hazel it was a few more minutes than that.. the human essence was in it's emotional intelligence and not the IQ.. the animals and birds have much higher intelligence but they are not able to control their emotions.. whereas only humans can do things like fishbone analysis or paraeto and strategy and acute mitigation... the decision that has to be taken and it's other end are quite unknown but it's about the rudder and conscience.. no matter what the confusion people will face there will be a nasty part to it and a positive part..

A new political model

Capitalism is the answer.

And federal dictatorship is a better way to work with the democratic way of life;

Let the mass decide which is a better political party for a state;

Free flow of money is quite important:- some kind of understanding between the political parties 

of which state suits their government; and suppress the competition and settle between a 70-30 model for 

the competing forces;

Center should be right and the opposition should be the left and render the Middle as useless.. 

Why things are so bad or in-fact are they good??

How many outages:-- electricity/power crunch, is it real that there is no power crisis?

I have noticed that we require fuel to pump the economy; where the hell will all the oil come from..

If we don't co-ordinate with the muslims/ and don't share money with them they are going to fuck the world..

Money  and the free flow of money is the only solution.. There should be liberal yet wise spending 

and as  rule there should be a saving target of 25 % not more than that.. 

Flow of  money is primary and no hoarding of money should be there; 

The miserly people should be damned.. and they should die with immediate notice..