tryst with destiny

Faced death today squarely... enough but this time it was pretty real.. felt like drowning in the yamuna.. and a dream how the river would swallow me... but it was a bad dream and it's precedence with a shootout.. where the Sniper seemed to be testicle shrinked ass hole... but I think he was heavily drugged and was more emotional to me than the public around...and I really feel that guy must be one of the most beautiful people on this planet.. and the bloody agents who were representing the sad to say were the people of the intelligence of the nation and the world in general.. I really doubt the intelligence of humans and I do respect the emotions the humans have... and the deeper sense of guidance they have, called the conscience..

Humans err but they have the correct rudder inbuilt into them.. and it's safe for me to assume that humans can be left on their own to manage this world and all the enmity I have bred was to find out what the reality of the world and since I am human too,  I picked on the plot and I was able to make a dodge and find out how bloody the undertakers of the world are, this Sniper took my heart ❤️ away.. since he was facing the devil 😈 and his emotions were so strong I could tell that he was so drugged but still l was more drugged than him... y I was drugged was human mistake but I lost my life and still he lost 💔.. he was so emotional I call such people the caretakers not the undertakers... and if tomorrow I face that guy I would tell him buddy can we have a drink🍸 together. 

Even the kind of face to face talk I had with a pigeon in the droom office was the best experience other than this...  the difference was that the pigeon  only had the transaction with me for a couple of minutes or with hazel it was a few more minutes than that.. the human essence was in it's emotional intelligence and not the IQ.. the animals and birds have much higher intelligence but they are not able to control their emotions.. whereas only humans can do things like fishbone analysis or paraeto and strategy and acute mitigation... the decision that has to be taken and it's other end are quite unknown but it's about the rudder and conscience.. no matter what the confusion people will face there will be a nasty part to it and a positive part..