16-th April morning log

 imperfection is a normal thing;

smoking can kill you and your family;

struggle and change is persistent;

you can't sit idle for long.

need to get a job by 25th Apr..

smoke at the intervals of one hour;

Keep writing your thoughts on your blog;

Set goals for your self;

you need to give commands to your-self and for that you must write..

need to work as a senior developer::

be grounded and humble

Just need to communicate more;

dialectics must be maintained;

urge to smoke is there write out your fears

no fear except for monetary concerns;

need to convince myself and find a way that is  a middle path;

need to write a lot,

need to find a job ASAP..

need to do a SWOT analysis;

I am not fucked up; I need to talk a lot;

We can manage the house expenditure with papa's pension;

And it's a decent amount; around 95k.

Till then I need to work upon upgrading my skills..

and ensure that we continue doing the stuff we are meant to do..