Dirty Thoughts and the fight against my father

 I am so screwed up by my father's health, he is not keeping well, and he's in perpetual doubt

He's kind of a big doubting machine and it all boils down to his mental health, 

I don't know if he got good sleep or not, I am genuinely concerned about his health,

Maybe he needs that missing ingredient that is Zolfresh 5 mg in the night.. I have been talking shit to him and it's a very bad state of mind I am in for the moment;

I have taken Asprito 10mg in the morning which seems to be the correct medicine for me..

I need to take a Serta 50 mg  right now..

I will continue with the medicine that the doctor has given;

He's reporting disturbed sleep; and may be it's because of the antidepressant in night;

But who knows if he's been abusing medicines in recent days;