My Experience with madness

Last night I was caught up in such a severe psychosis it was like an extended heart attack.. or something like an extended seizure... I don't know how I can express it but it was like a panic attack and it was off course a paranoid fit that I had.. I spun out of control and was afflicted with this soon after taking my dinner.. Maybe it was something in the food, I suspect, but the paranoid trip was very bad and I hope and pray that it never happens again.. manage relations with Rinki.. she's a big asset if she can be managed well.

How to manage her, don't talk to her, just kinda give her commands that she can follow.. minimum kind of command set.. don't talk to her much.. it's the political endpoint.. kinda smoothen relations with her... work out something which is practical.. if she's ready to work what's the issue.. if she's kinda messing with my food.. it's not that okay. How to correct that:: - There's no correction for that it has to be borne... accept your reality