Papa And Me

Papa is not keeping well and I am worried that vo kabhi bhi tapak sakte hain..

This antipsychotic is working against me..

I am getting all negative feelings..

Feelings are what about the atul thing and the Kaalu halwai..

Was it all a dream?? Not that her heart was dug out... what papa has probably seen is the head but not the heart and what about the two people who saw me do it.. y there is no mention of that in the circumstantial evidence.. who are you looking for.. it's highly unlikely that I have done it.. y would you be accepted in the society.. and y is it that it's with the topmost legal authority.. am I attached to Molly or not..

Letting of blood..  papa is not well I have to make him feel good before he ascends to heaven  and in fact hell or heaven is the devil's choice.. he is a sick person and he has created a mess.. he was a drug addict from the beginning.. his mind is a big time trash 🗑  factory.. he has to die in any eventually consistent system.. or is it me has to die.. First him and Then me or the other way around.. what is he, an intellectual dog, a big liar,  who made him like that, it's me and I am the devil incarnated.. I am not a normal person.. I am a schizophrenic and I don't have to do or work with reality,  I believe it's a zero sum game. and it's my Das vs me.. both of us are sick.. and we have to die soon.